Monday, June 11, 2012
Miss Read
Coming to some very hard realizations about who I am and how the people around me perceive me to be. It seems many if not most, cannot see me for who I am inside because of their perception of me which they view as harmful to them in some way. Or, as it was put to me earlier, "I become something which takes away from them." That is not ever who I want to be or how I want to be read but, I suppose I am a very odd book that is mysterious and misunderstood. That explains the majority of my life and my relationship failures. The realization of these things, hurts. And that really, really sucks.
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About Me
- atti2dchic
- I'm a Christian who questions many of the commonly held beliefs of evangelical Christianity. I don't claim to know it all nor do I expect I ever will. But in a few areas, I have found answers that satisfy my desire to understand. And I continue to hunger and thirst for Him. To know Him and to worship Him in spirit and in truth.
I think when we are feeling oppressed we often lash out at anything around us from wrong or muddled thinking about our situation. Its kind of like when the apostle Paul said "Be at peace with all men inasmuch as it depends on you". Therefore it doesn't always depend on you. We often so ruled by "emotional fallacies" rather than rational thought. Usually the "emotional fallacy" comes first and then the attempt at logical justification comes later. I am starting to perceive that as we spend time with God we start to see things with greater clarity.
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